Grim Tales of a Wassie

# DEADLY SILENCE

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Was laying in deadly silence

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A sudden wave of breeze passes

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Calls your name in my ears

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Your photograph, in front of my eyes, dances

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But your previous words were still ringing

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All those hurtful thoughts bringing

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Every single thread of pain possible

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Bleeding inside me your voice singing

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DEADLY SILENCE

# WHAT YOU WANT FROM ME

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I do not know what you want from me

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You push me away sometimes

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I despise you in the smallest way possible

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You say I make you cry

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I do not know what you need from me

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You want me close other times

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You want me to fill you with my love

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You say I make you smile

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I do not know where I go in all this

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To sweep you off your sorrows

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Or deeply hurt your tomorrows

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Only if someone would've told me, I wish

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WHAT YOU WANT FROM ME

# WEEPING

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Trapping your own soul somewhere 

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No one can reach

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Staring at the ceiling forever

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No one can be in

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Saving yourself from feeling

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All the emotions somehow

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Weeping in the corner

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Of your own bedroom now

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WEEPING

# DAYLIGHT

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Dark is gritty, distasteful

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And half a dozen other things

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You consider bad

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Maybe light is all the good,

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That is left in your head

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But why does it get dark

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When you close your eyes

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When you go to sleep

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Leaving behind all your sighs

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Tell me how is dark worrisome 

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Why you never ever wait, for it to come home

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Tell me what the light gives you 

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As a bribe?

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Why it takes all your pride?

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You judge people, based on lies

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Based on your assumptions, based on your bias

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You do it all, in broad day light

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In dark you resent your mistakes

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And try to work on them

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In dark you see your real self

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And try to embrace yourself

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In dark you learn to pick yourself up

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In dark you have a better look

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No bias, no lies, no judging, no ties

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Just tell me how it is bad, 

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When you break people, in shining day light?

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DAYLIGHT

# NOT INSANE

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Been ringing every bell I see

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Thinking maybe content, I'll be

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Afraid someone might see through me

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And find whatever's wrongly grew in me

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"It's dilemma, nothing much", I tell myself

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"It gets better" don't know why I said that

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And I'm not the soft tissue

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that will burst out at the easiest issues

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But it's easier to jot words, than explain

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Not everything is simple, not every feeing is pain

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And listen to me,

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It's not that I'm insane

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it's not even any kind of pain

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It's like showers without any rain

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Like laughing in miseries or in vain

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It's not that I'm insane

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Now in my mind I'm in a train

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Travelling up north, 

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Visuals of terrain, down south

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And I can't see any human

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it's only snow as far as I can see

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And I fainted right there, weakened me

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Woke up amidst a desert,

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Walked past nothing but dust

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Mirage was confusing my mind

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Then the wind blow flew me with thrust

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And landed me in your arms again

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Figured, I can't really be insane

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NOT INSANE

# ALONE IN THE RAIN

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She sat alone in the rain

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Waiting for your texts

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Wept but no one could see

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Spoiled her favourite dress

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Hopped from one thought train

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To the other

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Heart palpated, it smothered 

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Even breathing sighs

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They would bother

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Content, she could never be

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Pellucid, she could never see

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Broken heart, she'd forever be

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ALONE IN THE RAIN

# DEEP CUTS

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You went home alone that night

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Streets were empty without any lights

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I wanted to follow you I won't deny

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But you had me cuffed by your lies

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Haven't heard from you yet

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Hope everything is fine

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I am finally setting myself free

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Healing your deep cuts, with time

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DEEP CUTS

# WAKE UP

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You sit in the dark with a blinking broken beep

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You can't really get out of the bed, the drop is steep

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It's Christmas already but you're stuck in last summer

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There's so much you want, is around you, but your brain is a bummer

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I know that you won't get it now, but you gonna get it later

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I know that you feel alone and no one loves you maybe

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And you gonna cover insecurities with lots of anger

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The weird thing is you know it's all fake

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All of the stories that your mind make

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Do one thing and just go to a lake

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Don't be sleepy all the time it's time to wake [up]

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WAKE UP

# NEW YEAR

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Time was on the verge of a new year

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Nothing was changing, future was never clear

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Half the world was dancing to new streams

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The other half was drowning drunk in broken dreams

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The one with every luxury was crying in their bathtub full of sorrows

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The one with no food for the fifth night in a row,

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was smiling for tomorrows

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Strange how people often deal with their problems

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They try and put the blame on something instead of solving 'em

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And they close their eyes for any new opportunities

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Squeezing every kind soul in the guise of scrutiny

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And just like that, another cycle passed

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Heart remained the same, tears amassed

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NEW YEAR

# LIFE IS JUST A MOMENT

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Remembrance is a huge word

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With no one understanding

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Circling around dead souls

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Every single one pretending

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The quiet faces all along

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Are the crying faces

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when you end the song

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Not too hard to learn

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Life's a bitch, it's your turn

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And as we grow

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We become really slow

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Worrying death is a torment

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Forgetting Life is just a moment

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LIFE IS JUST A MOMENT

# DON'T SEARCH FOR ME

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Don't search for me in the crowded places

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I don't slide by the doors any more

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Don't wait for any text-backs 

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I don't abide by the norms any more

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Don't look for me in my abandoned home

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I don't grind on those floors any more

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Don't ask for me in the office

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I don't trade time for money any more

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If you want to see me, close your eyes

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Try to remember my sour voice

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Try to remember those sleepless nights

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Try to remember that one big fight

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Try to remember who was wrong, who was right

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If you still can't find me then open your eyes

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Travel to the north, up the mountains wide

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And find the slimmest edge on this earth

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Come and sit there, by my side

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Talk to me through silence

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Don't make any noise

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Voices are deceiving

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Talk through your eyes

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Or through your vibes

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And if you wanna go back,

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just don't say no goodbyes

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But if you want me to go with you

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There's only one way in sight

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The way that leads to salvation

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Taking everything you ever had 

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Giving you a meaningless life

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DON'T SEARCH FOR ME

# HOMESICK

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Do you feel homesick?

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Or are you getting used to it?

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You looking for fights to pick?

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Are you trying to be a prick?

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For what? 

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To hide the unending sorrows?

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The fear of having no more tomorrows?

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Or just the annoyance from the hiveminds?

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Or the assemblance of like-minds?

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Are you really homesick?

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Or are you good at hiding it?

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HOMESICK

# LIFE IS A SLOPE

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Life is a slope

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And every unfinished desire, Is a lost hope

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And among those lost desires

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Is a lost dream

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And that lost dream, brings regret

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That regret feels like the end of the world, a sunset

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And pain is never ending, 

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Just keep on stacking

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Until you burst out some day

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And it's kinda hard, breathing

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What are you so afraid of?

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What is keeping you from chasing your desires?

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Who is there that can stop you?

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Who is gonna put you on fire?

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Look up and you'll find nothingness 

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That is all this life is

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The end is meaningless

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That brings me to the last phrase

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Coz life is nothing but a series of moments, 

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In different phases

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And it's only yours to decide what story you wanna tell

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It's up to you to make this life heaven, or living hell

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LIFE IS A SLOPE

# MIDDLE OF THE ROAD

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I saw someone standing

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in the middle of the road

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Why isn't he even moving?

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My curious mind thought

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And as I started moving away from him

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I kind of saw him nod

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From the middle of the road

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I kept thinking of a reason

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Someone would stay at the same place

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Where moving an inch would be treason

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Where time doesn't understand pace

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And as I started to stop, I slowed

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Realised it was all in my head

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I was home, there was no road

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MIDDLE OF THE ROAD

# NOBODY'S THERE

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I'm sorry if I stumble too much

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My eyes like the shelter in yours

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And as the winds whirl past your hairs

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The town goes silent, like nobody's there

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I'm sorry if I fumble too much

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My voice shatters when I hear yours

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And as the vibrations peel my skin

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It feels like nobody's there

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I'm sorry if I struggle too much

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My legs shiver when I feel yours

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And just as it all starts making sense

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It seems like nobody's there

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NOBODY'S THERE

# CIPHER

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Hey there it's me, Cipher

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Getting wrapped around these wires

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And I don't know if it cuts me,

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It don't hurt me any more

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Bleeding through petty holes

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I'm stuck around these electric poles

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Can't seem to find a way to

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Make it about me so

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I'll be lying on the streets and

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Sipping water off the streams

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Oh, and my mind is getting darker

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I need help, I'm screaming Parkour

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Nothing, makes sense I am farther

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Inside a cave that makes it harder

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For your hands to make me warmer

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Oh, and it nowhere was your fault

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I never saw the hole, 

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Ripping my chest in two

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And my heart was getting older

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Oh, and it never was your fault

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I always let it go

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Even though we were close

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Now I'm dead, my body's colder

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Hey there, sing me lighter

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Tell me everything's wiser

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When I leave it all behind ya

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I'm not doing it to bind ya

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You'll be freer when I'm lying dead

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Oh, It's what they did to me

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 they never let me be

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Oh, why am I so in greed

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 I just want to be freed

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Oh, and now I finally, see

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What life was meant to be

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Hey there it's me, Cipher

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Words are simple, don't decipher

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I'll be missing you, just like a

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Broken dream, you hold me tighter

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CIPHER

# SIFTING

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If you don't want me

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Why do you have me around?

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If you don't like me

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Why are we fooling around?

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Why can't you be truthful

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It isn't that hard to say it loud

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Have a little courage

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And say the truth in the crowd

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It won't be that scary

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It would be uplifting

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Won't be worried daily

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It would be sifting

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SIFTING

# SO NUMB

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She told you to never bother

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All your moments lost with her

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Unwritten thoughts under your skin

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Washed away with a thinner

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How can you stop loving

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someone you always did?

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How do you make your heart

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stop feeling, when it always did?

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How can you wake up in the morning

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not thinking in your head

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How can you be so numb

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you let her go instead?

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