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THE FOOT SHOP #84

ZINE x Ugly Bitches

Artwork created by Ann Hirsch and Maya Man of Ugly Bitches, featured in the ZINE article where they discuss GANs, dolls, and the compulsive pursuit of online prettiness.

https://zine.zora.co/ugly-bitches

ZINE x Ugly Bitches 34

I'm An Angel (dem0)

I have countless demos in the vaults, and I want to share them! I"ve been minting pieces of my *present* creative processes, weekly, for months...but I want to clear out the archives of the past, too. Every song I"ve ever made has been such an important part of my creative process, and I don"t want to wait for a posthumous curation of my works to reveal these important moments along my journey. Only I can tell them exactly as they happened...and I"m excited to share. 

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**Artifact:** "I"m An Angel" dem0
**Date Created:** July 2018
**Location:** My bedroom at my mom"s house, Vancouver, BC.
**Paying rent in:** Toronto
**Muse:** Michael
**Manager:** Stephane
**Friends:** Brandon, Uche
**Transition:** Pre-Social or Medical Transition
**Equipment:** Built-in Macbook mic, Logic
**Notes:** I like that the beat tag is still here. A pure demo. One of the few songs I"ve written on a beat found on the internet. Shout outs Jay Urban. Brandon Brown (Toronto) and I tried to remake this one day but it just wasn"t the same. 

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**Lyrics:**
VERSE 1
I fall in love way too easily
Loving someone always pleases me
But I can"t love two at once, just myself
So you"re not where you"re meant to be
Priority"s on my glow
I fall in love for the fun of it *[it used to be one of my favorite ways to distract myself from how I felt inside]*
Falling down, I make a run at
It"s the only way I"m dangerous.

CHORUS 
I might do it again
I might do it again with you now
I might do it again
I might do it again with you now
POST-CHORUS
I might do it a-
I might do it a-

VERSE 2
I"ve never been such a single girl *[I was divorcing my ex-husband around this time]*
I always thought I was into girls
I guess I wish that I was so I would not be left
With such foreign humans here to prove I"m not alone *[wild looking back on this now, and realizing that I"ve actually remedied this longing by becoming a man...men aren"t so foreign anymore]*
Probably I"ll end up hurting you
Maybe I should just ignore the truth that I"m an Angel. 

CHORUS
I might do it again
I might do it again with you now
I might do it again
I might do it again with you now
POST-CHORUS
I might do it a-
I might do it a-

BRIDGE
Hungry lover, hot and bothered, you don"t have to make it last
Hungry lover, hot and bothered, your heart doesn"t make you bad *[speaking to myself here. I love big and fast, and it hurts to hurt people. This song was me trying to reckon with this knowing]*
Hungry lover, hot and bothered, you don"t have to make it last
Hungry lover, hot and bothered, your heart doesn"t make you bad

CHORUS
I might do it again
I might do it again with you now
I might do it again
I might do it again with you now
POST-CHORUS
I might do it a-
I might do it a-