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I'm An Angel (dem0)

I have countless demos in the vaults, and I want to share them! I've been minting pieces of my *present* creative processes, weekly, for months...but I want to clear out the archives of the past, too. Every song I've ever made has been such an important part of my creative process, and I don't want to wait for a posthumous curation of my works to reveal these important moments along my journey. Only I can tell them exactly as they happened...and I'm excited to share. 

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**Artifact:** "I'm An Angel" dem0
**Date Created:** July 2018
**Location:** My bedroom at my mom's house, Vancouver, BC.
**Paying rent in:** Toronto
**Muse:** Michael
**Manager:** Stephane
**Friends:** Brandon, Uche
**Transition:** Pre-Social or Medical Transition
**Equipment:** Built-in Macbook mic, Logic
**Notes:** I like that the beat tag is still here. A pure demo. One of the few songs I've written on a beat found on the internet. Shout outs Jay Urban. Brandon Brown (Toronto) and I tried to remake this one day but it just wasn't the same. 

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**Lyrics:**
VERSE 1
I fall in love way too easily
Loving someone always pleases me
But I can't love two at once, just myself
So you're not where you're meant to be
Priority's on my glow
I fall in love for the fun of it *[it used to be one of my favorite ways to distract myself from how I felt inside]*
Falling down, I make a run at
It's the only way I'm dangerous.

CHORUS 
I might do it again
I might do it again with you now
I might do it again
I might do it again with you now
POST-CHORUS
I might do it a-
I might do it a-

VERSE 2
I've never been such a single girl *[I was divorcing my ex-husband around this time]*
I always thought I was into girls
I guess I wish that I was so I would not be left
With such foreign humans here to prove I'm not alone *[wild looking back on this now, and realizing that I've actually remedied this longing by becoming a man...men aren't so foreign anymore]*
Probably I'll end up hurting you
Maybe I should just ignore the truth that I'm an Angel. 

CHORUS
I might do it again
I might do it again with you now
I might do it again
I might do it again with you now
POST-CHORUS
I might do it a-
I might do it a-

BRIDGE
Hungry lover, hot and bothered, you don't have to make it last
Hungry lover, hot and bothered, your heart doesn't make you bad *[speaking to myself here. I love big and fast, and it hurts to hurt people. This song was me trying to reckon with this knowing]*
Hungry lover, hot and bothered, you don't have to make it last
Hungry lover, hot and bothered, your heart doesn't make you bad

CHORUS
I might do it again
I might do it again with you now
I might do it again
I might do it again with you now
POST-CHORUS
I might do it a-
I might do it a-