Reflections

Sometimes we need to slow down and reflect 

CREATED BY OZGE

Fruit was created in 2022, 50% physical and 50% digital.

Fruit

Dreams from the Deep

And it was at that very moment that I understood...
When I had no more strength, when I had no more hope and I could no longer get up, I understood..
Fighting against my demons was not the right choice, I could have become one of them, I could have lived forever, in the midst of lies and deceptions, but also success and power.
So why? Why did I go against everyone and everything? Why didn"t I choose the easiest way? ...
I never wanted all this
And having lost my thorns, it seems to have made me a flower like everyone else, and I"m not selfish, I would be selfish if I demanded that every flower in the garden was a rose like me...

I realized I don"t know who I am,
Or what I want ..
I was so upset and worried..
But now I feel so light.
I felt drowned, in the midst of these thoughts, trying to understand...
And it was just when I stopped looking, that I realized I could breathe...

-Everything is possible in life, but in one life you can"t do everything..
This often makes our dreams impossible to achieve...
My memories intertwine like threads ... and the longer they get, the more they become cloudy, chaotic, meaningless ...
There"s always a light at the end of the tunnel.
I know... that"s what scares me.
And I would like to stay still, still, because worse than that I don"t want to stay, but better than that I can"t stay ... but everything else moves .. and it takes me away like waves. 

Yugen

Life has taught me to look on the bright side of everything...
And when there is no positive side...
We need to look deeper ...
Because that"s the only way I can move on...
Knowing that it can always get worse...
Just like this terribly beautiful world...
And bad memories never go away.
They are hiding ..
We still see some scenarios...
But we don"t recognize them...
And even when the waves calm down ...
I"ll be scared...

UKIYO 

Soft as snow,
Cold as the clouds,
I feel my breath going through this dense air.
I feel my soul getting lost....

Atsuko

I need more ink,
Send me more bad vibes...

Inverno

So many times I"ve been alone,
And I will never forget those cold days.
And thinking about it now makes me melancholy...

How strange.. I would have liked to end it, turn off the day once and for all.

I was hoping for help that would never come,
In a light that would never appear.

And I thought I was wrong, I still believe it,
But now I"m fine with myself, because I realized that the only person who can help me is myself.


Desolation

Thinking about the things that will come, the ones that have been there, all in all it didn"t go so bad.. And if it were all to end today, I wouldn"t be so sad, maybe some regrets, but the waves in my head are calming down, I don"t know if it"s the end, or a new beginning...this autumn is so different.. this summer is ending, this nightmare is fading...so why do I feel like this?

Autumn clouds

If I can dream,
Why not do it right?
Why not be myself? ...
Or whoever I want to be.

September 

When I close my eyes...
Nightmares turned into black clouds, dreams drowned in the waves of this mind corrupted by false illusions, suffering and despair.

I"m left with loneliness, my voice and my eyes...
Kill my dreams.

Subconscious

Dear Art 


A lot of things have happened since we broke up, I"m writing to you half drunk, I know you can"t answer, but I just wanted to say thank you...
Thank you for coming back into my life when I needed it most.
I lost sleep, hope, smile, freedom... but one thing hasn"t changed since we broke up, I still fight AGAINST myself, every day, every night, in every nightmare or dream...

Do you remember when I was happy? When was I carefree?. turn this ink into memories, reshape this nightmare, making it a little less harzy, erase the darkest parts and replace them with good times...

I"m writing you this letter, although I know you won"t answer, but if you do, if Ill don"t answer, it will be because I fought until the last battle, and I lost....

The last battle

Waves in my head, They slam hard against the walls that imprison me...
Sometimes they turn into clouds, I walk on them, aimless, until it starts raining again, as usual, then I will fall...and I will return to the strong waves...


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