TrizDraw

Walls of water, as intangible as the wind but that can imprison us for eternities. In a prison without bars, without foundations and without security guards... I feel imprisoned in my own head, all the weight falls on me and everyone is at the demands that I must succeed, I can not make mistakes, I can not fail, I can not afford to live.

Almost 365 days in which I feel like I am in a prison. Not a real one, it is only one in my head where I could get out of it whenever I feel like it, but there is so much weight on my back that it is so difficult to break those water walls, I would only have to dare and contemplate freedom, to have more courage to do, say and decide what I really want for my life? At this stage I feel the courage to transcend, both in my personal life and in my art... It's time to be free and show that I can do it alone, that I can achieve success alone, that I can play with freedom and that my art can evolve.


This piece is special for me, in a way I wanted to represent myself a little bit in it, a vision of what it is, what this year was for me and what I wish and hope to be next year. In it I added some details to express what I feel. The things that happen to us and the pain we feel at a certain moment makes us stronger and braver for the future.

The water represents that barrier that is not physical, but imaginary, psychological and seems to be simple to cross but sometimes the problems become quite complicated and makes us go round and round and try until we manage to break down that which holds us back.

The arrows with the heavy balls on their back, represent the pain caused by so many things I have gone through this year and the weight I have carried on my back, responsibilities, unfulfilled goals, giving up living in order to survive, the stress that plagues my mind and keeps me awake for the simple fact of not knowing what could happen tomorrow in Neverland.

The butterflies have a beautiful meaning and placing them there was a way to say that the path I have been through this year, the situations I have had to live, must heal, a symbol of the struggle of change to be where I am and where I will be tomorrow.