Void Pass

Everyone has dreams. For me, having someone very special is one of my biggest dreams. And now, that dream is right in front of me. Until now, I never imagined how lucky I am to have someone who loves me very much, cares for me deeply. While other men are looking for a perfect woman, he comes with all his perfection to this imperfect girl. He is not a rich man, but he always tries his best for his life and also for me. I always ask myself, what does he see in me, an imperfect person? Is this just an illusion? Is he just using me? My bad habits emerge, all those negative thoughts come out of my head, a bad habit that always haunts me because of my not-so-pleasant past. But he never gets tired of my attitude, nor is he ever rude to me.

Day by day that we spend together feels so beautiful, I begin to accept myself, appreciate myself more than before, I draw with great confidence, and thanks to him, I can have good friends like you guys.

Just when I thought life wasn"t so bad, he was hiding something from me, something that bothered him. He began to contact me less frequently, and rarely told me stories like before. I thought there was someone else besides me, and I started blaming my unattractive & imperfect condition, I started hating myself again.

But once again, I was wrong. All this time, he has been trying very hard to give the best for me, to make my biggest dream come true. He works so hard, even reducing his sleep time just to realize my dream. I feel so foolish and useless, why should I be like this?

I started to rise, to do whatever I could to make this dream come true, together. So, I poured all my feelings of love into this canvas and started drawing something. I will dedicate this special illustration to you, my friends.